did u know what inside my heart??

there are lots of thing..

u did'nt know..

bout me n my heart...

i got lots to 

tell u... 

and let u understand...

but u seem dun understand..

because u blame me..

on what she's doing to u...

n u think i do da same...

oh pleaseee...

me n her were different...

different world n attitude...

n u... keep on drink n drunk...

u smells bad!

but y i still lyke...

i dun know y...

maybe because of ur heart..

maybe because of u....

hunny....

there are lots more

for u to know n learn..

but now...

u're sooo far away from me...

where r u huuny..

dun u know i alwez watching u....

dun u know tht i wanna be wif u alwez..

its just tht i dun want u to know..

now... where r u??

u lost in my radar...

i need u...

i alwez need u hunny....

come back to me...

i need to watch u again..

n see ur cute face everyday..

even u dun know tht..

she dun deserve u..

there r someone else tht mnt to u..

n i miss u B...

do da thing alone!

yeah... 

i know... 

u will alwez..

be there for me....

but sometimes..

i felt that..

im too pampered...

by u....

so.. 

i will try my best...

to be....

much more better...

n do anyhing by my self...

i will try...

to prove to u...

that.... i can do things..

without ur help...

i <3 u baby... (^_^)

yeah.... Langkawi

still at Langkawi....

doin work.....

huhuhu....

miss my family

miss my fren....

but its ok...

my first time here..... 

im gonna enjoy the moment...

:)

wish me luck!!

GO and FIND it!

moment?

i dan memory

mungkin di sini...
kita kan terpisah...
kenangan bersama...
tiada ku lupa.....

yeah.. thts a song...
from shila oiam...

i xkn lupakan..
kenangan kita bersama...
kerana..
i ade daya ingatan yg sangat kuat...

tetapi.. kadang kala...
i suke je buat2 lupe...
supaya...
kamu sume terpingar2...

at tht time...
i akan nmpk muke kamu yg pelik...
n cube mengingati..
sedangkan..
i di sini...
hanya menanti...

bukan apa....
kadang kala...
kita perlu berdepan dgn reality...
di mana...
tidak sume org akan di ingati...
tidak sume org akan memuji...
dan
tidak sume org yg akan puas hati...

bagi i...
manusia...
ada yg mengenang jasa...
ada yg melupakannya..
yeah.. itu manusia...

tidak mudah untuk menyatakan sesuatu...
kerana... ego... dan tidak mahu merendah diri...

manusia berbeza...
ada berhati mulia...
ada yg berhati durjana....
terpulanglah pada mereka..
kadang kala..
mulia pada mulanya...
durjana pada akhirnya..
begitulah sebaliknya...

i di sini... hanya mampu melihat
dan merasai...
apa yang di lakukan oleh manusia...
i sendiri manusia..
yg kadang kala lupa n alpa..
untuk mengingati...
dan menghargai...

terpulang lah untuk manusia lain bekata apa...
terpulanglah pada mereka....

i masih seperti dahulu...
memegang memori....
di ingatan...
pada kamu....

i harap berubah menjadi seseorg ya lebih baik dari hari ini..
kerana...
i juga tidak sempurna... n ingin menjadi lebih baik dari sebelum nya..

OH TUHAN.... BUKA KANLAH PINTU HATI KU...
UNTUK MENJADI HAMBA MU YG SOLEHAH....
~~AMIN~~

oh pleaseee

give me back my life....

my love...

i really want to be happy....

as what i should be...

i lose my self...

my i met u...

i lose my love...

when he did tht to me..

seriously..

i hate u!

go away!!!

i dun need u..

da one who destroy my life..

my love..

i juz wanna kill u..

oh yes...

i really waNT TO do tht...

coz u dun deserve anybody!

and im scared that..

u might do da same thing..

do other people...

to other girl tht full with love..

in their heart..

im scared tht u might destroy tht..

from their heart...

u should be death by now!

oh GOD....

please...... give him da punishment...

tht he deserve...

coz im no longer be wif him..

to stop his evilllness thing!