bellewritedownastory

bellewritedownastory
its just a little girl story.....

Sunday, November 20, 2011

CERITA KU.....

kisah kita mungkin berbeza...
kisah aku... hanya aku dan tuhan saja yg tahu..
mungkin kamu hanya tahu sedikit sahaja...
tapi tidak semua..


tidak perlu di ceritakan semua..
satu hari nnt...
pasti akan di ketahui jua..


kepada kamu...
ya kamu.... yg mengenali ku...
yg pernah menjalani kehidupan bersama ku...
terima kasih ku ucapkan.. (^_^)
melayan kerenah ku yg kadang kala
tidak keruan...
yg kadang kala tidak berfikiran matang...


aku mengerti... rakan datang dan pergi...
tapi memori pasti tersimpan rapi di kotak hati...
tidak sikit pun aku buang...
rasa syukur pada rakan yg bersama2
menempuh pelbagai onak duri...
kamu semua teguh di dalam memori ku ini....


satu hari.. cerita ku.. pasti akan terungkai..
cerita mereka juga pasti terungkai jua...
Bnyk yg ingin di ceritakan..
tapi suara ku.. tidak dapat di dengari..
mungkin... cerita itu...
bagiku... biarlah di pendamkan sahaja..
demi menjaga hati.....
demi menjaga maruah diri...
demi menjaga keharmonian sejati...


yg pasti..
suatu hari nnt...
cerita ku pasti terungkai jua...


maaf sekiranya... suatu hari nnt....
byk hati yg terluka...
kerana aku...
tidak sempurna....


~~~~~~~~ BELLE~~~~~~~

Saturday, October 29, 2011

im losing u...
da old u...

i try my best to hide da feeling
and i will be find..

Sunday, October 16, 2011

PUTRAJAYA NYTE MARATHON

AFTER A VERY LONG TIME DID NOT
PARTICIPATE IN ANY FITNESS COMPETITION..

LAST NYTE...
AT PUTRAJAYA..
I COMPLETED 10 KM MARATHON...
WITH MY OFFICE MATE PUTRI, FARET AND JOHNA..

EVEN AFTER REACH 1KM I ALMOST GIVE UP
DUE TO LEG INJURY...

BUT I FORCE MYSELF TO STAY ON DA GAME..
FINALLY.. I REACH THE FINISHING LINE...
YEAHH.. MEDAL AND CERT AS THE PRICE..
BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING..
I SUCCESFULLY...

BEAT THE PAIN!!..

HERE'S SOME  PHOTO.. TAKEN BY JOHNA(OFFICE MATE)


Saturday, October 8, 2011

Monday, June 13, 2011

Sunday, June 12, 2011

wait n c

i wuz waiting.....
until.. i know... 
tht all lies....

when i see ur face again.. 
i will...
do da main thing tht i should do...
long time ago....

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

ACI... TAK ACI..... (^_^)

WILL BE ON AIR TONITE!!!!

9.30 PM
TV1

WATCH AWAL ASHAARI AND CONTESTANT
DEAL WITH ALL TASK THAT BEEN GIVEN TO THEM!!!

HUHUHU
HAVE FUN ALL!!!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

food 4 ur stomach! yummy n u should seek 4 it! :)


<3 all da food..

*Manhattan fish market sunway,
TGIF KL,
hotel abadi kueytiew melaka, 
nasi kandar line clear penang,
secret recipe chicken n indulgnce cake penang,
char kuey tiew sg dua penang, 
the loaf coconut chicken curry langkawi..

there are more... n i wanna try more n more.. :)

at penang n langkawi... from my view.. huhuh :)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

did u know what inside my heart??

there are lots of thing..
u did'nt know..
bout me n my heart...

i got lots to 
tell u... 
and let u understand...
but u seem dun understand..
because u blame me..
on what she's doing to u...
n u think i do da same...

oh pleaseee...
me n her were different...
different world n attitude...
n u... keep on drink n drunk...
u smells bad!
but y i still lyke...
i dun know y...
maybe because of ur heart..
maybe because of u....

hunny....
there are lots more
for u to know n learn..
but now...
u're sooo far away from me...
where r u huuny..
dun u know i alwez watching u....
dun u know tht i wanna be wif u alwez..
its just tht i dun want u to know..

now... where r u??
u lost in my radar...
i need u...
i alwez need u hunny....

come back to me...
i need to watch u again..
n see ur cute face everyday..
even u dun know tht..
she dun deserve u..
there r someone else tht mnt to u..

n i miss u B...

Sunday, May 15, 2011

do da thing alone!

yeah... 
i know... 
u will alwez..
be there for me....

but sometimes..
i felt that..
im too pampered...
by u....

so.. 
i will try my best...
to be....
much more better...
n do anyhing by my self...

i will try...
to prove to u...
that.... i can do things..
without ur help...

i <3 u baby... (^_^)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

yeah.... Langkawi

still at Langkawi....
doin work.....
huhuhu....
miss my family
miss my fren....

but its ok...
my first time here..... 
im gonna enjoy the moment...
:)
wish me luck!!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

i dan memory

mungkin di sini...
kita kan terpisah...
kenangan bersama...
tiada ku lupa.....

yeah.. thts a song...
from shila oiam...

i xkn lupakan..
kenangan kita bersama...
kerana..
i ade daya ingatan yg sangat kuat...

tetapi.. kadang kala...
i suke je buat2 lupe...
supaya...
kamu sume terpingar2...

at tht time...
i akan nmpk muke kamu yg pelik...
n cube mengingati..
sedangkan..
i di sini...
hanya menanti...

bukan apa....
kadang kala...
kita perlu berdepan dgn reality...
di mana...
tidak sume org akan di ingati...
tidak sume org akan memuji...
dan
tidak sume org yg akan puas hati...

bagi i...
manusia...
ada yg mengenang jasa...
ada yg melupakannya..
yeah.. itu manusia...

tidak mudah untuk menyatakan sesuatu...
kerana... ego... dan tidak mahu merendah diri...

manusia berbeza...
ada berhati mulia...
ada yg berhati durjana....
terpulanglah pada mereka..
kadang kala..
mulia pada mulanya...
durjana pada akhirnya..
begitulah sebaliknya...

i di sini... hanya mampu melihat
dan merasai...
apa yang di lakukan oleh manusia...
i sendiri manusia..
yg kadang kala lupa n alpa..
untuk mengingati...
dan menghargai...

terpulang lah untuk manusia lain bekata apa...
terpulanglah pada mereka....

i masih seperti dahulu...
memegang memori....
di ingatan...
pada kamu....

i harap berubah menjadi seseorg ya lebih baik dari hari ini..
kerana...
i juga tidak sempurna... n ingin menjadi lebih baik dari sebelum nya..

OH TUHAN.... BUKA KANLAH PINTU HATI KU...
UNTUK MENJADI HAMBA MU YG SOLEHAH....
~~AMIN~~



Friday, March 4, 2011

oh pleaseee

give me back my life....
my love...

i really want to be happy....
as what i should be...

i lose my self...
my i met u...
i lose my love...
when he did tht to me..
seriously..
i hate u!

go away!!!
i dun need u..
da one who destroy my life..
my love..

i juz wanna kill u..
oh yes...
i really waNT TO do tht...
coz u dun deserve anybody!

and im scared that..
u might do da same thing..
do other people...
to other girl tht full with love..
in their heart..

im scared tht u might destroy tht..
from their heart...

u should be death by now!

oh GOD....

please...... give him da punishment...
tht he deserve...
coz im no longer be wif him..
to stop his evilllness thing!


Sunday, February 6, 2011

love song... PERFECT TWO...



You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'


Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two


You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together


Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

NOW... U JUST LIKE ONE OF DA BITCH OUT THERE!

honestly.....

since u hv her..
in ur life...
i felt tht our friendship..
become dull n weak...

n day by day...

U JUST PUSH ME AWAY....

TQ 4 EVERYTHING....

Thursday, January 27, 2011

dun u know....
the percentage of me...
missing u...
very2 high!

this is because...
u took my heart away!!!!!

i really need u...
i wanna hug u...
i wanna kiss u....
just u...

im sorry....
i didnt mean to...
to have da feeling..
toward u...

im just an ordinary girl...
will this extraordinary feeling....

all the words....
that i said...
from deep of my heart...
there's no lie....


Sunday, January 16, 2011

careful

If you love me like you told me... please be careful with my heart... you can take it.... just don't break it or my world will fall apart.....

nothing 2 u

i really miss ur hug...
n
ur kiss.....

n u pretend....
like its nothing......

u dun know how much...
i need it....

it seems like....
u dun need me anymore....

i cry evrynyte.....